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Who am I, what do I do, and what are my goals?
name : MDFOX
In full: Mohammed Daou
Born: oujda, morocco, March 16, 2005
Work: writer, game dev
MDFOX
Hello, I am MDFOX, a writer of horror, mystery, and thriller, blended with philosophical aspects and reflections from reality. However, I am not confined to a specific style—I enjoy free writing and bold discussions on sensitive topics, regardless of their audience.
I am working on a universe for a series of novels, and I love world-building. Creating an entire world with its history, characters, and events is incredibly enjoyable.
Currently, I am working on a novel series that will begin with “AMOKOURANOS: Zhalias the Devilish.” It will be a short to medium-length novel to make it more accessible to a wider audience and also to complete it faster.
MDFOX
The main projects you are currently working on are:
- The novel series, starting with “AMOKOURANOS: Zhalias the Devilish.”
- The game series, starting with “BEAUTIFUL UGLINESS: The Crazy Target.”
- Documentary articles, including one about AI and its future with humans.
Personal information
My name is Mohammed daou, but I use the name “mdfox” as a writer and game developer, I was born in the city of Oujda, Morocco, a small city with not many fun things, but I have many good and bad memories from there. My parents separated when I was 10 years old, and I grew up in a broken family with no siblings, spending a lot of time alone. I found comfort in playing games and creating imaginary stories, which eventually led to my love for writing as I grew older.
My beautiful love, I haven’t seen her for a long time and I miss her
There was a great show I watched in my childhood called “Ben 10,” which I believe many of you know. Even now, I think it’s fantastic and still enjoyable, especially the old episodes. The ideas in the show were incredibly creative, the characters were fantastic, and the world-building was massive and diverse. The show was a masterpiece to me at the time. I always tried to create a world like it in my imagination, which greatly influenced my writing style, focusing more on the worlds the characters live in.
I was deeply influenced by movies, TV shows, and anime, and my dream when I was studying was to become a film producer in America, with my works being written and created by me. American culture had a strong impact on me because of the works I watched, most of which were American productions. I dreamed of going to America to live and pursue my dreams, what others call the “American Dream.” The country had many cultures, opportunities, and freedom, which I hold sacred, making it a perfect fit for my personality and work.
During a difficult and psychologically stressful period for me, I got to know her and loved taking care of her to get through that difficult period
I wasn’t fond of school due to my intellectual inclinations and my personal dream. School felt to me like a tool for suppressing ideas because the educational system relied heavily on memorizing subjects for grades. The teaching of scientific subjects was in French, a language I struggled with due to a lack of motivation. School, to me, was a factory producing workers, not artists, geniuses, or creative people.
At the age of 16, my ADHD symptoms became more intense, and I believe I had it since childhood. I went through many psychological traumas that still affect me today. From 16 and onward, I suffered from severe mental distraction, making school feel like hell. My condition manifested in constant mental conflict, an overwhelming number of thoughts, and hyperactivity, which made it impossible to focus on one idea at a time. I found it hard to sit still with others and gradually became isolated from society, even talking to myself for long periods, but it didn’t negatively affect me. Instead, I developed myself and my mind a lot because of it.
I lived with my mother; I never saw my father, and I hated him. My mother never noticed the symptoms of the illness because she didn’t believe in psychological treatment that could have reduced the symptoms. I didn’t have a good childhood, but I do have many beautiful memories.
I graduated high school and received a degree in economics. Like many young Moroccans, I tried to leave the country to start my life, as Morocco isn’t an environment suitable for my ambitions, goals, and intellectual and political freedom. However, my family was poor. My father didn’t even contribute to the household expenses, and my mother worked as a teacher for children’s support lessons, though she wasn’t officially a teacher and didn’t have a monthly salary. Most of our money came from my mother’s family.
Due to poverty and some events, I couldn’t leave Morocco legally to any European country, so I started to mentally break down and decided to leave illegally through smuggling routes, with a high risk of death along the way. However, I was determined to go. I experienced many situations and events during that time, which, despite being brief, were full of impactful experiences that shaped my personality.
My journey took a different path, and I found myself heading to South Korea. I currently live in Korea and work in factories to fund my own projects and dreams. I don’t plan to stay in Korea as my main goal is to become a writer and game developer, and I dream of living on one of America’s beaches. I won’t stop dreaming about this life until I die. There’s no other option for me; I either achieve what I want, or I die trying.
